what would you do if no one was watching?
this is something i've been thinking about for a while now. on the brink of finishing college, it plagues my mind more. i've written so much about growing up here, but turns out you keep growing and growing, stages of your life come and go and you still keep growing, going on to the next thing, so it feels kind of good to know, that you never stop growing up. you always have to find your way and something about that is exciting, so i'm not scared of growing up anymore. but i want to talk about how things from now, are going to be more unstructured, and i get to choose what i do with a major chunk of my time. well, all of my time. before, it was that i have to go to school or do a bachelors, but from here i could do possibly really anything with my time. a masters, a job or something completely else. which forces me to think. why do we do the things we do, why do we go to the best university, pick up a insanely high paying job, strive to live in a big house, make insane...